Lil Poopy is back..

[LilPoopy 32 / 1,975]

Okay.. so here it goes. For the ones who don't know who I am, my name is Lil Poopy. About 5 months ago, I was extremely active in GFL. The forums, team speak, TTT, purge, I even started playing on CS:GO before my departure.

On TTT I have 302.8 hours

On Purge I have 69.3 hours

 

I was active in team speak just about everyday, and knew or talked to most of the TS Server back then. I was very sociable. I was, so to speak, aggressively trying to become a GFL Admin on the TTT server. When I joined, my intent was to make people laugh, and just make the environment fun while I was playing. I would always follow the rules, and the very few times I made a mistake and broke a rule, I volunteered, or accepted, punishment for whatever rule I would have happened to break. I know the rules, and I love the GFL community.

 

So, here is why I became inactive for the past 5 months. Please, do not judge me for my past mistakes I have made. Everyone makes mistakes, and sometimes there is consequences. I had to learn a very hard lesson, more than once unfortunately. But, this time around, I assure you, my lesson has been learned.

 

Okay, so a long time ago, I picked up a bad criminal charge(s) against me. I personally do not feel the need/want to say what said charge(s) are against me.. But, I did a little bit of time in prison. I hit parole, and a couple months after my release began to play on the GFL servers. I enjoyed the energy, people, and staff, so I made it my primary server. I still had quite a bit of time left on my parole to say the least. So, one day as I was at home, my parole officer unexpectedly made a house visit. On parole, I wasn't able to have any contact with drugs, alcohol, guns, etc. But the Big Poopy that I am, I liked to drink. I had a couple empty beer bottles on the table and in the trash. My parole officer saw that, and sent the information to my judge, and they violated me.

 

I had a court date on November the 8th, and I was fully expecting for them to show leniency on me because so far I had been being very good. But, the odds turned out to not be in my favor. The judge demanded I spend 4-6 months in a drug rehab program. The program in Texas is called SATF. I spent the last 5 months there and was let out at a decent time because I completed the program successfully, and will continue to be on parole for some time. And to clear the air, no, I am not a drug addict. Texas just has a different approach to things I guess, so they sent me there instead of throwing me back in prison.

 

I was just released 2 days ago, April 3rd, and decided to resume playing on GFL Servers. I made a stupid decision of continuing to do things I know I should not have been doing. Why? Because in my mind, at the time, I thought that my parole officer would never come to visit me, because people told me they rarely do home visits. So, I believed them and figured I would be okay and acted carelessly. Now, don't think I'm just getting out and coming straight to a game and ignoring my priorities I still have to take care of, because I'm not. Next week, I will be starting at a low-end job for the time being until I can find a warehouse job with decent pay.

 

The judge and the district attorney made it very clear to me that they better not see me again for another slip up, or they will make me serve my remaining time that I have, behind bars. I am here to say, I promise I will not ever put myself in that situation again. Not only did the judge put fear in me with that statement, but the program helped immensely in recovering. I am not an addict, but it made me realize I do not need any sort of substance, including alcohol, in my life.

 

Due to my past mistakes, I have lost a lot. I lost valuable, precious time, that I had to spend in prison, and also recovering. I also lost another great thing I had going for me, my fiancee, now my ex-fiancee. As some of you may know, before I left, I was very eager to tell everyone I proposed to my lovely girlfriend. Due to this incarceration for the past 5 months, she decided she didn't want to wait for me and deemed me as a lost cause. No need for apologetic pity, because I have came to terms with the separation and accepted it. It wasn't meant to be, and I'm just happy to be out and alive.

 

Everyone makes mistakes in their lives, everybody has their own demons. Mine are now laid out for you to read about, GFL. Please, do not think bad of me for my past mistakes. I am only human.

 

I wanted to explain to the staff and community why I was gone for so long. Because now, I am back. And with that being said, Lil Poopy is still aggressively trying to pursue an admin position on GFL. I will be active once again, and will soon, after showing activity, begin trying to gain sponsors once again. Thank you GFL for taking the time to read through this extremely long essay of mine, I hope to meet you all very soon. Poopy signing off. 

 

*drops mic* 

[Kubnair 1,158 / 17,225]

welcome back dude I missed you <3

[SpengLord 16 / 2,791]

how are you not known around here, probs the first person here to be so honest and just 

[Nap14hockey 1,244 / 17,875]

Hey man!  Welcome back, I saw you online and was like "Wow I haven't seen you in awhile."  I hope to see you ingame sometime.

Thanks,
Nap14hockey

[Chormee 2,973 / 29,227]

Oh fuck not again.

[TheJitFace 699 / 18,162]

Welcome back, even though I never knew you, I hope you the best in life and find a good job!

[LilPoopy 32 / 1,975]

28 minutes ago, Twig said:

Oh fuck not again.

rood.

[Zebra 908 / 11,890]

MOFO YOU'RE BACK. BOI I HAVE MISSED YOU

[Unknown 533 / 9,227]

16 hours ago, LilPoopy said:

I am here to say, I promise I will not ever put myself in that situation again.

You better goddamn not, I missed you... ;-;

 

 

16 hours ago, LilPoopy said:

my fiancee, now my ex-fiancee.

Oh... feels bad man 

[Joel 543 / 12,782]

So that's where you went! No good byes kinda sad man  Welcome back and remember keep the past in the past and look forward to better things!

[Auralanity 1,097 / 19,948]

Welcome back.  

[Bae 2,489 / 41,520]

18 hours ago, Zebra said:

MOFO YOU'RE BACK. BOI I HAVE MISSED YOU

Why you cheating?

 

Anyways, welcome back.

[rapperdan 2,323 / 0]

welcome back my man.

[Monsoon 95 / 4,018]

Didn't know you very well but glad to see you back.