Sincere TTT Permanent Ban Appeal and Full Apology

[TimCook 12 / 2,316]

Name: Tim Cook

 

Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:40283833

 

Banned by: The great Garry's Mod anti-cheat known as !cake

 

Ban reason: !cake Anticheat: Incident STEAM_0:1:40283833/3809: clientside lua execution

 

Why you should be unbanned:

 

I believe it would be absolutely futile and dishonest if I (or anyone for that matter) state that they were not hacking if they were banned by !cake.

I admit it, I have tried to cheat on the TTT server. It is my fault and has been my consequence to bare, to be permanently banned, over a month ago.

I fully apologize and wholeheartedly repent for my hideously heinous mistake to attempt to cheat on the TTT server. I understand the personal work that Violator puts into his server; it shows:

 

I've been actively playing on GFL's TTT server for over two years now, last year, July 6th, is when I finally decided to integrate myself into the great GFL community (in somewhat); by applying to becoming a GFL Clan member. I have been a member longer than the format to appeal TTT bans, which is very ironic I might note. I have played on the TT server with great gratification; killing Traitors caught red-handed; stroking my chin like Sherlock Holmes as a detective; intensifying my already unhealthy lack of trust in people as an Innocent, the possibilities with such a straightforward but quintessential gamemode to Garry's Mod was intensely rewarding in my free time. I had abused the free nature of Garry's Mod or other open third-party based game servers, I had wished to donate, but I hadn't, which I regret doing, to contribute to this grand international central hub for passionate gamers like myself. With sincereness, I humbly thank the staff members in the entire GFL Clan community for devoting their time to contribute, grow, maintain, and strengthen this marvelous gaming conglomerate. My special thanks and respect goes to the TTT server team, especially Violator and his extreme devotion to his Garry's Mod servers, the server has never failed to entertain, liven, and provide nothing but endless hours of fun in the past two years.

 

I understand the consequences of my lack of judgment. I was not of sound mind when I committed this atrociously vile act; I had made a severely regrettable mistake, one that I wish I would undo.

Being banned off TTT also affects my ability to play on other great and fruitful GFL Clans servers: CS:GO Zombie Escape, Deathrun, Purge, and more. When I tried to join the CS:GO Zombie Survival server today, biting my lips and clutching my sweat-drenched t-shirt in anticipation, I was automatically kicked for being banned. I clenched my teeth and smashed my keyboard in spite; my former egotistical and impatient self-had betrayed me, destroyed me, and left me to die without a fantastic Zombie Survival server. No longer would I be able to run along my fellow survivors, bunny hopping like a kindergartener on crack cocaine, unleashing my sexual frustration translated into firing virtual shrapnels of molten lead directly at my enemies. A place where I could share my love of my hate of the undead, the human instinct to tribalize into a clump of human or undead, to laugh in schadenfreude as my unlucky teammate get instantly turned into undead mindless cannon fodder, or scream in terror as my demise is met as the zombie's blade approaches inches away from contact.

 

It is not only this instance but my overall sense of regret and shame that made me, no, compelled me, to make this sincere appeal and apology. If I am given this second chance, I wish to set a standard for unworthy and undeserving cheaters like myself; I believe that everyone can change, everyone can learn from their mistakes. If you, @Violator , the master of imagination, the yellow lord of Spongebob, give mercy to a peasanty cheater like myself, I will provide back tenfold; being active on your server, encouraging serious Traitor in Terrorist Town roleplay, and overall proving myself by never typing shameful lines of shitty code to temporarily fuel my ego; which I again, deeply apologize and heavily and wholeheartedly regret doing. I understand that this is not my first ban on TTT, I understand. Three were for karma too low, automatic bans, and two for which I fully believe was a misunderstanding that I personally regret having not appealed and explained. I understand that players may feel that the bans may show myself as a minge, a troll, or a "kid", but I must plead with that I am not, at least that I am no longer. We must all accept the burden of immaturity that has in our lives, online, and in the world: Immaturity, especially past immaturity, is looked down upon like the ugly duckling; the history of a player's non-developed mental status, it haunts us like a phantom. I plead that you may look further than my past faults, and believe me when I state that I have changed, and will show that change through and through if I am given the golden scepter upon my shoulder, a chance to repay for my mistakes.

 

It is with the utmost heavy burden that I utter: "I am sorry"; typing these words of shame and regret unto this appeal. Truly, someone who pleads guilty to their crimes must be defiled! Destroyed! Anguished in humiliation!

To those arguments, I admit, yes! I plead so! However, not that I would commit the deed again, but that I have learned from my mistakes, my heavily self-depriving acts! It is with humiliation, demoralization, and overall, in repent that I must write this appeal, not to prove my innocence by typing a one sentence appeal: "hey guys idk why i was ban i dont use hack ok please unban thx admin", but to write a full-fledged, eye-tingling, tantalizing, (insert more cheesy adjectives here to make essay more grandiose xd) and vivifying essay to be excused, exonerated, ban length extenuated, or to be exculpated! I am not deserving to be vindicated of my cheating crimes against the TTT server!

 

I am personally appealing to the argument of pathos, ethos, and logos: To feel my regret; my pain to change the past actions I have taken, to give a second chance to a fallen player; thirsty for a great TTT server, and to see my desire; my passion; my effort into writing this lengthy appeal, just to be given a second chance to play on the great, glorious, grandiosely content packed servers of GFL Clan.

 

Thank you for reading this, no doubt, a behemoth, in every sense of the word, ban appeal. It is with every inkling of hope, regret, and deep repentance that I plead for my cheater's lament to be lifted. I bid you all a great day, a great fall, and a great year.

 

 

Sincerely,

Tim Cook

 

Edited September 28, 2017 by TimCook

[Hello. 1,452 / 24,189]

Sent Violator a PM as well, to come review. Please allow time for a response.

Edited September 28, 2017 by PB-n-J

[TheClassyBandit 463 / 7,670]

Just now, Perpetrator said:

well, like i aint the only one looking at this lol.

 

Interesting appeal, I genuinely believe he's sorry. But the decision is not mine to make.

[Violator 2,242 / 20,845]

Alright I'll give you another chance. Just be sure not to use any hack on our servers again.