aight imma head out

[A Goddamn Weeb 11 / 823]

so uhh, ill be leaving gfl. gmod ttt to be more specific.i come with different names so some people prob dont recognize me but im mostly known as a goddamn weeb. i've really liked it here, well back then. i always had fun hopping on to gmod. clicking ttt rotation and playing with the bois, but i never really talked to them much. i was suffering from personal problems in school and became really antisocial, had depression and constant thoughts of my death.in the midst of that i usually hopped on the server to distract myself and have fun. but the more and more i did. i got more attached to the community and decided to try to talk to said community. but i was pretty insecure, because i never really talked to anyone. so it took a quite lot of time to get adjusted and used to the community.it probably took around 7 months which is a long time but i was pretty dedicated.but by the time i was getting used to the community, people i came for when i wanted to play started to disappear one by one. at first i didnt mind it, but then as i was doing my things. the community changed. the regulars i could barely recognize and the admins who i never met. it felt like when i first started playing here, but it didnt feel the same. i wanted to talk more to the community i once knew, but i never felt involved. and i'll never be able to. honestly i never expected to be sad about it, but my attachment to the old community had already grew so much i wasnt accepting of the new ones.  time flew pretty fast, crazy to think its already been a year since i started playing here. but i wish i could turn back time and talk to them a little bit more. i really had fun, talking in discord and playing ttt. it actually helped in fixing some of the problems i had with myself. so im thankful to people in gmod and discord who talked to me, it probably doesn't mean much to you but it helped me grow out of the cycle of waking up sad then sleep. 

finding gfl was one of the best experience i had, although sadly i dont feel like i fit here anymore. tis the cue to find another community.

 

 

thanks to jhay moon, pehnicholas, daddy, volk, tenshiSK, adversary, royal, trucy, (theres probably more but thats all my memory could handle) for making the times i had on the server as special as it is. sorry if i forgot you but nonetheless it was fun knowing you people.

sayonara

[Serenity 546 / 7,380]

Aww ♥ I don't know you but you are going to be missed. I wish you the best in life. 

[Royal 94 / 3,066]

Your words hit really close to home. I wasn't here the last couple months, but I always really enjoyed playing with you Weeb. I'm happy that I was able to contribute to the fun times, and I'm really happy to hear that we were there for you during your time of need. I feel the same way.

Although you were a quiet bean in the beginning, you were always really kind and forgiving, and you definitely made the rounds more fun. I always appreciated playing with ya. You had some really impressive gamer moments.

I wish you happiness and the best of luck in your adventures homie, and have fun! ❤️

 

[Joy 1 / 327]

Bai bai :3

 

-SoundEffcs

[AlphaOwl 307 / 7,593]

I didn’t talk to you too much Weeb, but I’ve played with you several times here and there and it sucks you’ve decided to part. Wish you the best of luck in finding another community suited for you!

[Agent L 109 / 2,475]

well, i guess im late to this aren't i, it was always fun to play with you, if not frustrating at times, but what more can you expect going against someone who is good, i agree that most of the regulars that were around in that time span have either left formally, disappeared, or become way less regular. i  can promise i'll miss playing with you, thats for sure.

[QueenViolet 17 / 878]

see yea

[Pingu 52 / 0]

Was a pleasure playing with you. Never got to know you that well but you were never a problem player on the server. Best of luck hombre 👋.

[Omid 215 / 5,687]