Otter 880 / 10,435 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Edited November 2, 2016 by Otter I'll try and make this simple, but with enough detail to fully explain myself. I've left numerous times before, but this time it is for a very serious reason. I just want to give a thanks to these people for changing my GFL experience. (these are in no particular order) Dano Shuruia Addy Nick027nd Roy HackingPotato Hatty Jermsquad Amelie Glitch Bigtime Zebra Cypher Snoopy Violator Rcool Syrus Nubz Domps qDogg Johaw Paula Deen Toe Knee Mystic RickGrimes SFB Rapperdan Benroyjam tsiwmike Major_Push Infantry +more Why am I leaving: For the past 8 months I have had a sleep anxiety/paranoia that has caused me not to be able to sleep at all, very little, or 1/9 days a full nights rest. It fell very bad in the past 2 months. It was pretty good for the summer because I could do so much, but I would constantly be tired. I've kept this mostly a secret, but I've mentioned things overtime. Also, I have fell into a "depression". I'm not diagnosed or anything, but from what I had in 4th grade, it's back. I don't want to do anything, I want to stay home, I don't want to do anything "fun". I've had to force myself to put on a smile at school for the past 2 months. I don't want this to get any worse than it already is. Honestly, I was going to save this for January/February(depending on if I got better or not), but I can't hide it anymore. Nothing is working for me. I don't think I should be a manager if I feel like killing myself. Emotions are high. I will still be on Teamspeak and what not, but I don't want to be in a position. I just want to let @Roy, @Shuruia, @Cypher, and @Dano know that I am very appreciative of what they gave me, but I must resign. Farewell friends, Otter also im tired of being cyberbullied by Amelie Edited November 2, 2016 by Otter Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rcool64 1,007 / 16,299 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Sad to see you go, have fun fun catching up on sleep! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
rapperdan 2,323 / 0 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Sad to hear man best of luck I can relate to depression alot man and it sucks. Anyway take care and remember there is always people who love you no matter who you are. get well soon @Otter. The best server in GFL better then MilkMans TTT server will ever be Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements 3
Faex 486 / 8,707 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Riperoni Frienderino, hate to see you go http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198058101056/ "...You do a thing and it becomes the paint others will use on their canvas of the internet for their memes" - Michael Stevens, Vsauce ________________________________ 2014 - 2020 Thanks for the good times, kings. Former Global Admin Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Nubz 216 / 4,590 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 God damn it, not you too. Welp, hopefully you catch up on some sleep and get better. Ex-GMOD Jailbreak Admin Ex-GMOD Jailbreak Server Manager. Ex-Rust Admin #MakeGMODGreatAgain Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addy 1,648 / 18,727 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 what have i done In all seriousness, life's more important than games. Get better soon so you can stop voice cracking. was good knowin you M E M E S Spoiler D I S C O R D D E N R O S D O N T F O R G E T W I L F O R D D O N T F O R G E T J E R M Spoiler Former Garry's Mod Jailbreak Manager Former CS:S Bhop Manager Former CS:S Dust 2 Manager #MakeGMODGreatAgain #BringBackGMODJailbreak #BringBackJermsquad #Hacking4CA Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Warceus 239 / 5,857 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Sleep is overrated Farewell. I make Forza related pictures. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFB 199 / 3,041 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Goodbye my sea-lion Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
HackingPotato 1,297 / 14,301 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Sorry to see you go. Hit me up with that GFL Drama again some time bby Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Otter 880 / 10,435 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 2 minutes ago, HackingPotato said: Sorry to see you go. Hit me up with that GFL Drama again some time bby what is up drama alert nation Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alucard33rd 1,175 / 15,145 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Yo dude, I can relate to depression as well. I was diagnosed a while ago but its totally worth it. Sure I feel like shit everyday but at least some doors have opened up for help, Medication, Medical Card, Therapy, etc. Go see a Psychologist, its pricey but worth it in the long run. Good Luck dude catching up on that sleep. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Firestorm 104 / 4,799 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Too many fucking GFL people left...... Damn it..... See ya later. Wish you luck and take care of yourself. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reeve 226 / 4,600 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Dang, you were super committed to the rust server and super nice... Sad to see ya leave, but I hope you get better. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rick 1,651 / 17,967 Report Post Posted November 2, 2016 Sad to see you go man but life comes first. You are a great friend and I hope you get better soon! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Gone 736 / 9,093 Report Post Posted November 3, 2016 Cya get better Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Amelie 434 / 7,376 Report Post Posted November 3, 2016 ILY Made by: @Zeins. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Shuruia 3,145 / 27,985 Report Post Posted November 3, 2016 Damn, I don't even have anything witty to say. 'Tis a shame you're resigning, especially so soon. I won't take a photo—I'll tell it through words. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
drunkmuskito 14 / 2,534 Report Post Posted November 3, 2016 You will be missed even tho i didnt know you very well? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darkling 2,041 / 23,465 Report Post Posted November 3, 2016 You've gotta look after yourself bro hopefully we we will see you on Rust and you can enjoy what you've put so much effort into Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements