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    Currently learning to do revealing text, this is what I got so far. I'm hoping to combine it and add the gfl logo, introducing, etc...
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    Who cares anymore...not even the one i love talks to me without me talking to them first. I feel like he can go on for days without me, and i can barely last 5 minutes. People say "There's always someone going through worse" and i get it, and that sucks for them, but that doesn't matter at all really, doesn't fix my feelings, doesn't fix my emotions. I've felt like this for weeks, maybe even months...without a way to vent it. I've hidden my feelings in false happiness, and making jokes and saying funny things. I've honestly been just depressed and stressed all the time. From server stuff to school stuff to other real life stuff, I've been just stressed at everything. I'm failing at least 2 classes, my relationship is spiraling down and i have no more ideas for Hide and Seek, along with other small problems. I used to use managing Hide and Seek as a way to escape my feelings, adding new things and working with Lua, and it's made me happy adding things and tinkering with things, but now i don't know what to do anymore with the server. Especially new things, and nothing is sparking for me. I'm a dull blob with no use anymore. Used to be full of color, but now i'm just grey. I don't know what to do with anything, and i feel like i'm useless at this point. I don't get anything in school, and i don't get anything in life. I'm in a useless online relationship with someone i feel like i love, but i never think i'll actually see them, but i still love them, but sometimes i feel like they'd be better off without me. I love them, but i don't know if they truly feel the same. They say they do, but sometimes it doesn't feel like they mean it. He doesn't try to talk to me, and when he does, it's for 2 minutes then it's completely silent for a long time. Even just now i was talking to him and someone came in and micspammed in our TeamSpeak, and i left the thing, and i was hoping he'd say something about it, but nothing. I probably won't hear back from him until i say something to him tomorrow. We don't talk like we used to, and i'm too scared to hurt his feelings and i keep everything inside. Everything's been a pool of just stress and hatred towards myself and my actions. I don't know what else to do anymore. Sorry for the long status update, i just don't know where else i'd put this. Whatever though, right? Someone's worse off than me, so who cares anymore.
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    You guys ready for boss fight dan?
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    The feeling when it just becomes hot in the UK and then I get ill... fml...
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    "It takes 20 years to build a reputation and five minutes to ruin it. If you think about that, you'll do things differently." -- Warren Buffett
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    I read this and found it kinda funny that she said that. P.S. @MsShad0w
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    It's my birthday you lil shits
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    :benthinking: LETS MAKE @Benroyjam AN EMOTE
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    "Don't problem.. I mean don't worry it's my specialty to... I don't words." - Unknown 2K17
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    You guys ready thanks to @Mandrigan This is possible http://imgur.com/a/pxKDF
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    I highly regret trying to go to bed at 6:30 PM...
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    http://steamcommunity.com/groups/lifeforgamersclan ^ The next big thing! #BanMeIDareYou
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    #Wrecked @Darkling @SwegBuster
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    "Sometimes you can't turn away. You can't run, you can't hide. Sometimes you have to face it head on. Sometimes you have to fight. Sometimes you have to do what is hard because it needs to be done. Sometimes you have to be courageous."
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    Well, I have a job interview next Wednesday. Fun. xP looks like I'm going to be life-guarding at a theme park.
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    Here I thought I was going to be Trial forever
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    When I was first starting art, I was just told to practice and practice and practice. I got sick of hearing that answer but honestly, I just drew every single day and didn't stop and the improvement is very clear. I'm so glad most of you were there to comment nice things on my art thread, I probably would've stopped if it weren't for most of you. Now to cringe Here's the first "furry" drawing I did for @Twig and dear lord it's awful. But months later, I've actually did so much better and I'm very proud of my progression.
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    how does it feel getting POTG as yourself :)))
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    The last Ringling Bros. Circus ever will be broadcast on Facebook Live on Sunday.
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    What's up RickTheDickMan You're ricking my balls my big boi dick man
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    Me when dealing with Murder
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    "Nobody cares how much you know, until they know how much you care." --Theodore Roosevelt
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    The worst thing to think is no one cares. It puts you in a dark place. I've been there, I've done that, hell I still do it. Sometimes I just need to get out of my head. Sometimes I just need to stop.
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    Just sent an e-mail to Valve about the CS:GO Linux limitation with a lot of details this time. Hopefully the CS:GO developers can finally fix this issue
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    It's been fun. but I am taking my leave as murder admin. I'm just not into murder like I use to be and very soon I'll be getting a job and graduation high school going on to college and I don't see myself playing that often.
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    Hey ladies, he's single and ready to mingle For only $4.99 an hour
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    Your story is 10/10
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    I'm in love with a being that cannot be, so I'm in love with the mirror punching my face screaming "You're not good enough!!"
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    Missed first day of school. What a lovely start haha :D