Yikes. This surprised me, but at the same time, it really didn't.
I could always tell that you had some toxicity in you since the moment I met you. I thought that you were much better and a great guy after all the "drama" that we went through cooled down. I thought you were doing a good job as staff. I thought we were finally on good terms. After reading this, maybe we were never on good terms? Your toxicity just struck back. I remember when you would say that you wanted to pass me up in the server rankings and reach #1 on the server. What happened to that? A server that you cared about? You sure know how to throw something that you "care" about down the drain real fast. It's funny how you went from toxic to normal, and you're right back to being toxic again in an instant.
I'm not sure why you're so upset. Something that I have learned is that the only person who can make you feel a certain way is yourself. For example, if someone were to say something to try to annoy you, you could choose to either ignore the hate and go on with your day or let what they said bother you. This has actually helped me be more positive in life and block out the haters.
Speaking of haters,
Here's something else that I've learned. If someone is hated, they either don't know about it or don't care about it. You just can't let what others think bother you. Also, people probably won't hate you if aren't hateful yourself.
Long story short, I think that you just screwed yourself and could have easily prevented it. I never hated you, I just knew that you didn't deserve to be a part of our staff team, and I guess I knew all along that you really didn't "change". Anyway, I hope you'll go on and live your life without being a cancerous cunt. Since you hate most of us now, and you should have been banned in the first place, maybe your resignation demotion was a win for everyone.