Hey all, it's me Ethan, but you probably know me as Psquaw.
I got admin on HnS back in October of last year and it was truly special for me to be a bigger part of the server I love. I worked my way up until I eventually got to be senior admin, which was probably the height of my time at GFL. After a while, the previous manager, mbs, resigned, leaving the position in a sort of limbo for a couple weeks. After a bunch of stuff I don't remember I was given the position of manager, and it has been a privilege to have. In that time there's certainly been some ups and downs, but in the end my goal was to make the server a fun and welcoming place for people to play on. Also I was admin on cwrp for a few days.
Through GFL I have met some of my best friends (who will be listed at the end of this post), which is what has always kept me playing on the server. Back when I first became admin, it truly felt like a team. I remember when we all used to hang out in discord, and play a bunch of games together. That's what I'm gonna take away from this whole experience. Hanging out with you guys is some of the most fun I've had.
As to why I've chosen to resign, to be honest, I just have too much going on. I have a job, school's about to start, I'm about to start driving, etc etc. I just can't handle that much pressure on me all at once. I hope yall can understand where I'm coming from.
One final note before I start shouting everyone out. I'm sorry if it ever seemed like I was ignoring you or doing nothing for long periods of time. I feel like I should have said sooner than this post that I have really really severe social anxiety, so talking to people about things isn't really my strong suit. That's also why a lot of people got second or third chances, I just hate upsetting people. I've been trying to work on my anxiety, so I just wanted to apologize to anyone who took anything the wrong way.
Now onto THE MEAT
These are some people who really made an impression on me in my time with GFL
@Logic301 boi you are my best friend that I've made in GFL, come back
@You should kill yourself i also one of my best friends I've made in GFL, thanks for being there for me to talk to
@mbs quite the cool dude. we should play bedwars again sometime
@littleshake If it wasn't for you, I probably would've quit a long time ago. Thanks for believing in me
@IDKEMBER another one of my best friends in GFL. We gotta play rocket league again
@Zebra @ButterKing5000 and @Xy thank you guys for all the help with how to do stuff with the server
@Mistarpotato if it wasn't for your little scheme I wouldn't have seen what I was doing wrong, so in the end you did help the server
@Jat another one of my best friends in GFL. I'm glad you're back on the admin team for HnS
@Zexired Imo the best admin on the team (no offense everyone else) hope to play with you again
@Clueless C. Still one of the best admins. I hope you are r e f o r m e d now.
@Fafy really dude thank you so much for all you've done to help the server
@Diablodoggy28 even before you got promoted you were a huge help to the server, thanks
@MB101 @Impaled @Eucalyptus @DOOMSlayer_ @Marshmello @oat @SamuelG. @shelby and whoever else I'm forgetting I miss hanging out with you guys in discord. That shit was the best.
@sciguy429 sorry we always messed with you. You're a good guy and I hope to see you again
@TheSushiColony still a good noodle
@FrankAL far and away one of the best admins on the team. Remind fafy to give that luffy pm to whoever comes after me.
@Musical my boi you have the most sexi voice in all the land. Sorry we never got to test maps together. You deserve to be promoted. It won't let me @ anyone else or press enter to make a new line so to the rest of the HnS staff team you all were great, and I'll really miss you guys. I will still hop on from time to time, so don't worry about that. And to the cwrp staff I might come back to that server someday soon. To end this off I just want to say thank you to everyone in this amazing community for giving me this amazing opportunity. I won't forget you guys.