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  1. This isn't going anywhere. I'm going to lock it before it gets even more out of hand. As has been said earlier in the thread, if you want to report admin abuse, use this form: https://gflclan.com/forms/11-abuse-reports-form/
  2. Whenever I used to play TTT MC 24/7 and @Garrbear420 was still around. Also, when I played Purge with @Zero and @Pancake Jenkins and we just holed up in the mayors office with our bitcoin miners. There are lots more, of course. Just the two that popped into my head first.
  3. Yeah, I actually really enjoyed physics whenever I did it right. I'll probably take it in college again and if I enjoy it, I might consider a career/major in it.
  4. Brief Introduction I took a two-week break from GFL recently. I didn’t really announce it except for in breach and to the mods team, so I doubt anyone noticed. But I took that break to focus on AP Exams and my own mental health. So here’s all that occurred during my hiatus: School I took 5 AP Exams and wrote an academic research paper. I had 6 total AP Classes this year—Physic C Mechanics, Calculus BC, Psychology, Research, US History, and English Language and Composition. If you’ve never heard of an AP class, it’s essentially a college level class taken in high school. The exams this year were done online, were 45 minutes long, and most consisted of a single question. A year of teaching boiled down to one question that will be graded on a 5 point scale with no feedback. It wasn’t exactly desirable. However, for AP Research, I only had to do the paper rather than also make a presentation, which was nice. I’m now finished with my junior year of high school. To be honest, it’s rather anticlimactic. I didn’t get to have any fun after finishing those exams and I didn’t get to say goodbye to my senior friends, my amazing teachers, and my not so amazing teacher (they were bad at teaching physics). I just finished the exams and then stood up from my desk, alone. Next year, I’ll be taking 6 more AP classes, but I honestly don’t know who I’ll be around. One of my best friends was a senior. We weren’t close in the way that best friends usually are, but I spent three years with him before school and during lunch, playing games in the media center. Our connection was through those games and through the random jokes we made while driving off campus to get food. And that connection ended with the closing of school. The files on our computers would be reset, removing any trace of us playing games there. It’s not that I’ll never see him again; we are still going to meet a bit, but those seemingly endless days of playing games are over. I also had several friends in other classes, including a girl and a guy who I liked. I wasn’t really close friends with them, but I had hoped I might have had a chance with at least the girl if the school year kept going. Now I don’t know how much I’ll see them: during senior year, a lot of people either do externships or dual enroll, and I’m doing neither. All of this sounds a little sad, but I’m not hurt that much by it. It’s how school always end up being. You make friends, people who you talk to because you’re in the same class. You talk about the teacher being bad or the work being hard or you just make a lot of jokes. In the end, I wasn’t really close with anyone at school, and they’ll become memories that I’ll think of fondly. I might wish it wasn’t so, but as introverted as I am, it’s difficult to try and connect with people without school to connect us. Writing I decided to start writing some fiction. After a year of writing nonfiction essays and FRQs, it was nice to just write something enjoyable. Not that I don’t enjoy essays, but this is exciting in a different way. I wasn’t writing to argue; I didn’t have to make my language sophisticated; I wrote a story I liked with a lot of dialogue. In fact, the stories I wrote were quite amateur, which almost disappointed me, but I haven’t written that much before, so it’s to be expected. I do eventually want to write a book, but that’s not my primary goal in life. Mental Health I struggled with my mental health a bit over the break. That was one point of it, after all. I felt an enormous amount of stress this school year, mostly due to physics. Just before AP Exams started I felt that I had reached the exhaustion stage of stress, which is not a good place to be in when you’re about to deal with more stress in the form of exams that could give you college credit if you succeed on them. So I separated myself from GFL and didn’t play games with friends every night like I used to. I believe it helped a lot. I’m glad I took the break. I had some depressive moments. I finally was able to talk to my parents about it and ask them about seeing a doctor. Now right here, I have to give a warning: I am not a psychologist or a medical doctor or even close to an expert on the subject. Everything I say here is based on my subjective experience. I took so long to tell my parents I was feeling depressed for a few reasons. The first was that I wasn’t sure if it really was a clinical issue—I do believe it is now. The second reason is that I was worried about how they would act and feel towards me, and about how others would as well. To put it bluntly, I don’t want pity. I don’t want to be cared about a lot more, for people to act like I need extra attention or aid over this. I was finally able to tell them yesterday, and so far, they have treated me differently. It’s not to an extreme, though, and I believe it will go away in time. I tried to make something clear though: I don’t really want to talk to a therapist or about my thoughts at all. In my eyes, the thoughts I’ve had are illogical and based on a biological imbalance, possibly a low level of serotonin in my brain, and so I believe taking medication is the best way to help me. Again, I will state that I am not a medical professional and have yet to see a doctor, but this is just what feels right to me. Consult your own doctor if you need help. Anime I watched a lot of anime. I started and finished all of SAO, another anime called Guilty Crown, and another one called Orange. I enjoyed all of them, especially SAO, though I did have some critiques for Guilty Crown. Also, I rewatched Your Lie in April because I love it so much. I also got my mom to watch it with me this time, lmfao. She seemed to enjoy it some. Piano I’ve started practicing the piano a lot more. I’ve played it for 11 years now, but for a bit I wasn’t practicing as much as I should have. This year I’ve started practicing it more. Due to schools closing, I had more free time and ended up playing a lot more, though I didn’t play for most of the day because my dad has to work from home and works right next to the piano room. Now that I’m completely done with school, I’m going to be practicing about 2 or 2.5 hours a day. I ordered a A-Z binder organizer so I can finally organize all my music. I’ll post some pictures when I do. “What songs am I playing right now?” I can hear you asking. Well, it’s proably “cAn YoU pLaY tHiS yOuTuBeR’s CoVeR oF tHiS aNiMe ThEmE?” but I’m going to answer that by saying what songs I’ve been playing/memorizing: I’ve been focusing on Patrik Pietschman’s cover of Toss a Coin to Your Witcher. I played it for a good half hour today, working on some rough patches. I plan to memorize it once I’m done. I’ve also been focusing on Maple Leaf Rag by Scott Joplin. I’ve been trying to speed it up, but it does sound rather rough. I also plan to memorize it. I’ve begun to learn Clair de Lune by Claude Debussy, . It looked easy at first glance, but there are some rough patches to smooth out. I’ll memorize it as well (If you couldn’t tell, I’m just going to try to memorize all the new pieces I learn). I’ve started working again on Jarrod Radnich’s Virtuosic Pirates of the Caribbean piece (can be found here: https://youtu.be/n4JD-3-UAzM) It’s a rather difficult piece that I “learned”, by which I mean I played it slower than the arranger intended and ignored errors. Now I’m fixing those errors and returning it to normal speed, but oh boy is it difficult. I have memorized Invention 8 by Bach and continue to refine it to try to make it smooth. It’s really annoying in that I know what my fingers need to do, but they just occasionally don’t. Here’s someone playing it so you can imagine the pain: https://youtu.be/31nLua3FMMw Today, I got my dad to buy me Patrik Pietschamn’s cover of Time by Hans Zimmer, from the inception soundtrack. It’s not that difficult of a piece (compared to some of his other covers), but I love it a lot. Here’s a link to it: https://youtu.be/b8HVQtIoBYU I also got my dad to buy me Jonny May’s ragtime cover of Wake Me Up by Avicii, which is incredible and incredibly difficult. It’s a good thing I’ll be playing for about 2 hours every day now… Anyways, here's a link to it: https://youtu.be/Bv0NDgCzl6U I’ve gotten the sheet music for Liebislied (Love’s Sorrow), Rachmaninoff’s piano version of Kreisler’s piece. It’s a little difficult and I haven’t worked on it much. I got the sheet music for Chopin’s Op. 25 No. 11 “Winter Wind”, which is an amazing piece but also extremely hard to play. I’m not skilled enough for it yet, which is yet more reason to play for 2 hours a day. I have memorized Fur Elise and keep playing it as extra practice. I have memorized The Piano Guy’s cover of Perfect by Ed Sheeran and continue to play it because I love it and want to make it perfect. I have memorized River Flows in You and keep playing it to keep it sharp. I have a few easy songs memorized that I play as warmups. I have played a lot of songs as well (I've played for 11 years, of course I've played a lot) that I now can play without having to sight read, but I don't regularly play them. To conclude this lengthy piano section, I have one thing to say: my fingers hurt. Random Stuff I finally ordered a VR headset, the Oculus Quest. It won’t be here for another month. I’d probably get it quicker if I drove to the warehouse myself, but I haven’t found a road that leads to China yet. I’ve watched a ton of clips from old episodes of “Whose Line is it, anyways?”, especially hoedown and Irish drinking song clips. They’re amazing. I listened to a lot of songs on Spotify. I went through several favorite songs through the past two-weeks. I listen to a lot of instrumentals, including, movie soundtracks, classical piano, anime songs on piano, and piano covers of songs. I also listen to a random assortment of songs with lyrics. Conclusion And with that, it’s time for concluding thoughts. I enjoyed the break I took a look immensely. It helped my focus on those exams (I’ll share my scores when they come out in mid-July) and on doing stuff I enjoyed and on that pesky mental health. Side question: did anyone actually read all of this? I hope so, despite it's length. I still plan to be in GFL and try help out breach. There’s changes and additions to the game people want, and I’ll work on giving them. But I’ve made plenty of posts were I said, “I want to be active and to try to be better” and it didn’t work out that well. I can see a future in which I decide to resign from GFL and just hang around, but it won't be a for a little bit.
  5. AP exams start tomorrow.


    Good luck to anyone taking them!

  6. With enough of a downturn in cases, we might open in a few months, but because a vaccine won't be available for at least 18 months, we might have to close again after a few more months.
  7. Neutral to +1, I don't know you that well but if motor basically +1s that means you'd make a good mod. I'll probably change my vote to +1 in a bit.
  8. +1 what they said
  9. Neutral; you aren't that active and I don't know you that well.
  10. Neutral leaning to +1, I don't know you that well but the other mods have said good things so my vote is likely to change.
  11. Neutral for the same reasons listed above.
  12. Neutral leaning to +1, I don't know you that well but since you're a SM you're already trusted with some perms and you're also active, so I might change my vote to a +1 after a bit.
  13. +1 What Xy said. Basically gets along with everyone, is extremely active, and I haven't had any problems with her in the discord.
  14. Neutral You are quite active in the breach discord and generally friendly, however, your temper sometimes gets the better of you. I recognize that the individuals that angered you are now gone, but if they ever returned or someone acted similar to them, I'm not sure you would act in a mod-like way.
  15. This is your gag: https://sourcebans.gflclan.com/index.php?p=commslist&advSearch=STEAM_0:0:200438055&advType=steamid Moving this to HnS since that's where the permagag originated.
  16. The main people who used it for a long time were white people
  17. I didn't want anyone to copy a definition off google. It's okay to do research to make an informed opinion, but I was interested in the actual feelings of people-what the feel when they see people using the word and what they think other people feel. I brought it up because I was asked to. It may be a little weird that we are this talkative about it, but talking about it is better than pretending it's not a word and just removing it from existence whenever we see it. As for it not being racist in the past...hello? It was used as a demeaning term for hundreds of years.
  18. @willywilson I agreed with a lot of what you said. However, I disagree that we just shouldn't protect anyone. If Person A on a server is being racist or homophobic or transphobic or whatever towards Person B, basically ruining Person B's experience of the server, the admins have a duty to do something about Person A, because the main role of the admins is keeping the server enjoyable.
  19. I'm sure this topic has been talked to death already, but I thought I'd drag it up again-what are people's perspectives on the n word? I've seen people who believe it shouldn't be considered racist and use it in a more friendly way-is this still offensive? Is using "the hard r" really worse than ending with "a"? If so, why? Has the word itself lost offensiveness and meaning on the internet? I'm mostly looking for people's own opinions, not whatever google says.
  20. I was randomly joining TTT servers back in 2016 and one I joined happened to be MC 24/7. I didn't have the CS:S textures then so I liked MC maps. I found the site first when I applied for member, and I didn't use it that much until I applied for Breach admin, when the admins said they wanted to see forum activity. So I started being active in the forums and joined the discords, which I guess is when I was introduced to the actual community and not the randoms on Breach and TTT.
  21. Breach Changelog

    Pointshop: Removed Chirstmas models Fixed a bug where members couldn't buy CB D class model (thanks @Shu for pointing it out)
  22. I said the same thing years ago... don't fall into his trap. He takes you in for the owos, and then he leaves you. Broken. Stuck with Breach.
  23. Breach Changelog

    Pointshop update! D class skins: Added Chell as a member skin (not to be confused with portal girl) Added Fiona from Borderlands as a VIP skin Added Morty as a VIP skin Scientist skins: Added Zatanna from Injustice as a member skin More pointshop suggestions are always welcome!
  24. Happy bday!

  25. Breach Changelog

    Smaller update: Content: Added Deathmatch to area 02 and area 14 Updated Deathmatch: No more passively gaining health. Instead, you'll get 30 health back for killing a player Added a rifle spawn to 682's chamber on site 19 Bug Fixes: 035's health now gets set back to 250 instead of 100 after he heals from AIDs Serpent's Hand can no longer cure 049-2 Moved the obstacle course teleport back on 106's random pocket teleport so players can't run off the edge (hopefully) Removed Files for the Major Award (Leg lamp) because it kept spawning for some reason
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