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Why i suck at being social
So i try to socialize, but i fuck it up, my depression and anxiety takes hold of that, and uses it against me.
So i would try to be social again, but i fuck it all up once again, and it just loops.
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I'm middle aged, and STILL hate social situations.
For one, I tend to think most people are full of shit, and I was never really good at "small talk".
Try dealing with Intermittent Explosive Disorder - I have a very weird take on things at times, and if it weren't for my size, I'd have gotten in a lot of fights by now, because I don't like people around me, at least not directly behind me. Call it conditioning.
You should never try to deny your feelings of unease, but at least make an effort. People appreciate honesty.
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YOU FOLLOW DARK BUT NOT ME!
GOD DAMN IT!
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