My honest Introduction

[Tsude 16 / 1,252]

Hello everybody

 

So, the reason why I want to do an honest introduction is due to the fact that it has gotten my attention that every time I join a community, someone from my past remembers me. This is not always horrible, yet I used to prefer my past to be hidden. Why did I want it to be hidden? This introduction will not only introduce myself, but also my former self.

 

Intro

 

My real name is Berkan. I am of Turkish descend, but born and raised in Belgium. I am as atheist as it can get. I am a very social person. I used to be a big introvert back in the day (yet have a firm opinion), but now I am as extrovert as it can get. I am a powerlifter with some max weights of 200kg deadlift, 130kg benchpress, 320kg leg press, 150kg squat, 100kg ground to overhead and so on. Besides a steadfast gym fanatic I am a person who deepens himself into politics, history, economics and military doctrine and warfare. The reason I do this is due to the fact I will be applying for a MUN position in KU Leuven (in Belgium). My brother used to be in it and I want to step in to his footsteps. Besides the fact I  love those things, I have a love of gaming that roots back to the old days when I started playing Runescape. I am a steady investor of Crypto currencies aswell.

 

My GMod past

 

Now, this is the part where I'll be brutally honest about everything. I used to be a true believer of helping out servers by trying to become staff. Though I fell into a pattern where I became one and one by one eliminated every single person that could threaten my position as staff as far as going to convincing the Owners or Server managers to take my side by planting evidence. I know this might sound braggy or delusional, but trust me... It's not that difficult to persuade someone. I used to be staff on 15 different Gmod server of which I mostly forgotten the names of. I have 2 steam accounts (Gestione and Tsude). I play Gmod since 2008 (starting on my brother's account at first, since 2011 on my own account). I used to have a backup of all the servers I used to be on, but I had to wipe my hard drive and forgot to save it on an external hard drive. Now know this. I am as persuasive and manipulative as it can get. I have gone from helping servers to their height, but also making them fall as quickly.

 

A few examples:

 

-Werewolf Gaming; I didn't exactly help it to rise, but I used to be a member of the Purge server of WWG. I single handedly got 15 massive rule breakers perma banned by uploading evidence and was the only person to have ever been promoted to a staff function (T-Mod) by Harold himself with half of the hours that was required. I went by many names back then, I don't know what my name used to be back then but I'll check up on that. Soon I set my sights on 2 corrupt Staff members. I got them personally banned by Lou, the used to be Server manager back then. Now Lou is important in this story, remember her! Lou was more and more absent, so the Head-Admin slowly took over. Lou was not absent, because she didn't want to be online, no... She was making her own better version of a "THe Purge" Server. Back then WWG used to have a monopoly on The purge servers. In the meantime 'The Purge' Staff team was split up into 2 factions. The ones supporting me to take down the head-admin and the side trying to take me down. Now, you would think taking a T-Mod down would be easy, right? Well, due to the fact I knew Lou that well + the Server manager of the DarkRP server and Harold promoted me they had a difficult time. The reason I wanted to take down the Head-Admin is because he was corrupt aswell, but most importantly, threatened my position and held back my promotions (I would've made it to Admin without him). I got him demoted to Admin, but he still posed a serious threat to me. I got tired of the whole ordeal, but was still fighting them on. Suddenly I heard that LOU was making her own server and because I was loyal to her, not the new Head-Admin or Harold I joined her. Harold was furious that we were creating our own The Purge server. The moment it was created and had a decent player based Harold DDoSsed us. We got Perma banned from the WWG servers and the perfect server of "The Purge" we created vanished with all it's addons and bug fixes. 

 

This is the story of me being able to take on a whole staff team with little help and picking the wrong side in the end, yet I remain happy as I stayed loyal to Lou the entirity of the struggle.

 

-I don't exactly remember the name of this server, though it used to be my best creation. I made my way up the same way as in WWG, once again beat the record of youngest Staff (least playtime). Took down a few corrupt mods to win over the Heads of the servers and proceeded my way up to Admin. At this point my power grew so big that I had the Super-Admin doing everything I ordered him to do and I changed the whole server by fixing it's economy and adjusting it's addons by talking to pazza, the owner (reggy, the other owner, his brother,  wasn't online that often). It came to a point where even anyone opposing me didn't dare to say anything, because they knew that they couldn't touch me. In the end I got access to the server files and in one second I deleted the server and all the backups they had made.

 

This is the story of me making a server so good that it's playerbase trippled in size and also destroying it in the same way I built it up. Back then I thought of it as my creation and only I could decide what would happen with it. I decided on destroying it.

 

 

Conclusion

 

Now you know all of this you can asses my character. However the last time I used to staff was 1.5 year ago and much has changed since then. Although I am still very manipulative in ways when even I don't notice it, I try not to be. This introduction is a way to counter all of this from advance and incase this does happen, you can point back to this introduction.

 

Also I will most likely be running for a staff position as I always try in servers. Keep this post in consideration when you read my application, because my applications are mostly so detailed and well written that it's up to the things I did in-game, not my application.

 

 

Thank you for reading

 

Berkan/Tsude

[Leks 2,304 / 26,632]

Man, that's the longest introduction i've read in a long ass time.

Welcome to GFL. I see you're not a member, so why not apply for member here: https://gflclan.com/index.php?app=gfldonations&module=memberapplication&controller=memberapplication

 

[Rena 2,779 / 33,683]

Too formal to be an introduction, damn you polite af.

Welcome to GFL, hope you like drama and all sorts of shit, so enjoy your stay.

[flyingjoe32 887 / 14,692]

That was quite a read, looks like you had a lotta fun in the past. Might as well join our Purge server 

 

don't get any ideas though

[PurpleExod 151 / 5,111]

If this is an introduction I want to see an admin application by this guy 

Anyways welcome to GFL, enjoy your stay

Edited December 24, 2017 by PurpleExod

[Eli 708 / 11,596]

5 hours ago, flyingjoe32 said:

That was quite a read, looks like you had a lotta fun in the past. Might as well join our Purge server 

 

don't get any ideas though

NO FUCK OFF HE PLAYED JB ALL DAY. HES MINE I CALL DIBS

[Chormee 2,973 / 29,227]

Ima make sure nobody promotes you since you're a giant potential liability

 

Welcome to GFL, mate. 

[-_Fx_- 666 / 11,186]

Welcome to Gfl, enjoy the cancer. 

[Tsude 16 / 1,252]

Hahaha thanks, though I did check out 'The Purge' server for a bit. Seemed interesting, might switch over to 'The Purge' instead of JB. I had enough of JB after the SC3 server, went on GFL JB a little for fun yesterday.

[Tsude 16 / 1,252]

10 hours ago, PurpleExod said:

If this is an introduction I want to see an admin application by this guy 

Anyways welcome to GFL, enjoy your stay

Trust me, my application usually consists of over 2000 words. Used to have a template for my experience part of the application, but I lost all those names so I'll have to think back real hard if I do apply haha!

[PurpleExod 151 / 5,111]

1 hour ago, Tsude said:

Hahaha thanks, though I did check out 'The Purge' server for a bit. Seemed interesting, might switch over to 'The Purge' instead of JB. I had enough of JB after the SC3 server, went on GFL JB a little for fun yesterday.

Well if you like jailbreak, why not check out the CSGO division? 

[Toni Bamanaboni 211 / 4,778]

Welcome to GFl. Enjoy it here 

[MASTAH 135 / 4,007]

Welcome~!

[John Jeez Man 556 / 12,201]

You’re post is too long for me to read, so, you will do great!