Nap14hockey 1,244 / 17,875 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 It's time to say goodbye. GFL has done enough to me that i've grown tired of trying to help it. Time and time again have I been treated awfully. GFL wasn't always like this, but it has changed into something I no longer want to be a part of. With purge being scrapped, I see no reason to stay. GFL was an inclusive community when I joined, they tried to get everyone involed, and really engage players. Throughout the years i've been here, I've seen a lack of enthusiasm, and commitment from ALL ranks, from director to server operator. GFL has just hurt me, over the years, and hasn't tried to fix that. I've just become more and more dissapointed. Before people start bashing me, saying "They're doing what they can, why don't you do something" I hope you know, I've tried. I've tried my best to revive purge, I've asked for something I can do to help GFL, but given no task. My opinion is often disregarded, and the staff refuse to fix what's broken. As @Shuruia said, there is toxic beauracracy in the higher ranks, and I can see that, and it affects all aspects of the community. I feel like I'm not worth anything here. I feel replaceable, and since that's the case, then I'm sure they can find another PAWN to replace me in this game of chess known as GFL. That's all the lower staff is for GFL. We are pawns, we are expendable, and worth little to the server. It hurts me to know this, but it is all we are. I hope after I leave, that GFL either puts up, or shuts up. Either make GFL what it used to be, or just fucking kill it, because why let something die a slow death. Here's what I think needs to be fixed. First, find something, light a fire under your ass staff, stop being lethargic, it's toxic, and has a lasting effect on players and staff alike. Try and activley do something. I know some of you staff are trying, but you are the exception not the rule. Second, try to have some faith in people, I have seen a lot of micro-managing, and it's honestly disgusting. Third, try to see who wants to help, and give them a chance. I've asked for a task to help GFL, and was never given so much as a message back. There WERE plenty of people who loved GFL as much as I, and were willing to step in anytime GFL needed. Those people have since left, because similiar to I, they grew frustrated with the direction GFL was headed. I know new council have been picked, but I'm not sure how much is going to change. It's better to have, and not need, than need and not have. I'm probably going to be bashed in the comments about this or that, and to those people: fuck you. I'm tired of everything. GFL just isn't what it used to be. I would like to say something else: I will be removing most GFL people from steam, discord, etc. Message me if you want to stay on my contact list. If I think of you as a friend, i'll keep you, if not, sorry but I'm never going to speak to you again probably, so why waste the space. (If I said you're a close friend, you will obviously be kept on my list. @Kubnair , @Xy , @Charmayy , @Finnick, @Joshy, etc.) Finally. Before any of you guys comment "I'll really miss you" think about the interactions you've had with me. Few people reached out to me and actually said they enjoyed me being here. I don't want this sympathy BS, because it's disgusting. I want honesty. To the few that loved me, and kept me in the community for this long, I thank you. With that being said, I bid GFL's game servers farewell, a time that I will always remember. Thank you GFL, for the people you have brought me to, and for being the best community out there when I joined. It's sad to see that it is a shell of what it used to be, but it is what it is. Are you happy higher-ups of GFL? I'm finally gone. You've gotten rid of me. You've won. I'll still be on the forums, most likely not too active, but completly disregarding everything the game servers have to offer @Xy - Thanks for being such a great friend, hopefully we will remain in contact.@Charmayy - You are litterally one of my best friends, I can count on you for anything, I will be more active with your streaming, since I always love to hang with you. @Kubnair - You and I have distanced, but we'll talk again, I hope. @Zebra- I'll miss you, even though we never talk anymore. @flyingjoe32- I doubt we'll ever talk again, but we've had some good times. @Rose- Goodbye, hope you're less cancer to people, I'll really miss our times playing together. @JerryBomb - Thanks for sticking up for me in times of trouble @_Marshmello_ - Good times in hide and seek @AciFire - memes @Faex- Purge times were the best @nocheat - You crazy fucking serb, always great to me @Stud- I'll miss you with purge. To the above people, I love you all, and you are welcome to talk to me whenever you want. If i forgot to mention you, i'm sorry. P.S. I have switched from Garry's Mod to APB reloaded, if you play that, and would like to hang out, shoot me a message. With this, It is finished. (Made by @Rose, thx :D) [Former]- Breach Admin, OLD Purge SR. Admin, HnS admin, GMOD Murder admin, GMOD JB Admin, TTT Admin, Forum Moderator, Discord Moderator, Public Relations Team Member, Media Team Member I'm out Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Liloz01 1,256 / 19,835 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Edited July 7, 2018 by Liloz01 Good luck with your future ventures, I'm sorry that you're so resentful. ? Edited July 7, 2018 by Liloz01 Contact me here or on Discord @Liloz01#9857 For help with anything Forum related: https://gflclan.com/contact/ or https://gflclan.com/forum/18-support/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cassie 1,226 / 23,060 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Edited July 7, 2018 by Duc2000 wow that was depressing. I didn't know you that well, but you were once a breach admin, so thanks for that and thanks for being admin in other places. Edited July 7, 2018 by Duc2000 “I was so good at being a kid, and so terrible at being whatever I was now.” ― John Green, Turtles All the Way Down Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
annoying furry 6,300 / 63,950 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 iluvyou (signature made by @Kaylode) Previously known as Xy. Twitter ❤️Ko-Fi ❤️Github Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Akris 806 / 18,197 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 I liked you you sponsored me, I fucked up and you stopped liking me. If your leaving I would want to at least be on good terms sincerely Glenn [Former] PVK Manager Anarchy Admin Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chormee 2,973 / 29,227 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Preach nigga. GFL fix your shit. Please. This used to be a loving and friendly place. People now feel less obligated to stay then ever, and the people who do stay and want to help feel shut out. My Steam Profile (from SteamDB) Worth: $943 ($530 with sales) Games owned: 174 Games played: 112 (64%) Hours on record: 5,797.5h Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
im not inactive you are 888 / 16,340 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 I'll be honest and won't say the "I'll miss you" bs just because I didn't know you well as an active member of GFL (not even within my Purge days). I disagree with some things you say, like the "no one wants your help" summarized quote that I'm doing. At least within my leadership of Media Team I would've loved to have seen you part-take in being an active member of it, since I am making the Media Team something more manageable and something more known within the community. I seek activity within my members, which is something I could never get from you, so I do disagree that you were there trying to fix parts of GFL, and that you weren't assigned tasks. At least while in Discord Media Team I and some others who have been working on multiple projects have mentioned you often, it's different if you don't want to show your presence within GFL and show yourself of being an active member trying to help than one that tries to help without speaking. (In the sense that I didn't see you as an active member of GFL as a whole). Anyways, that is my opinion, your presence will be missed within GFL. Hope you find yourself and appreciate things that this community has done for you as a person instead of looking at the negative aspects. Former Gmod Prop Hunt Admin Former Media Team Team Leader Former Media Team GFX Member Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
shelby 23 / 1,749 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Edited July 7, 2018 by shelby - Edit Reason: read your profie :o Hey man, I really only know you from Charmayy's streams but you've always been nice and had a fun personality! From reading you're profile, I can tell you're a productive, well-rounded guy, something I wish I was more lmao. I'm sorry to hear about your backround with GFL but I think its time for "the new generation", haha. You said it well. Catch ya on the streams :D. its always the fucking blondes man Edited July 7, 2018 by shelby read your profie :o Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Akris 806 / 18,197 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 I feel you, wish I got more respect from people here. I’ve questioned leaving too. [Former] PVK Manager Anarchy Admin Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
shelby 23 / 1,749 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 4 minutes ago, Charmayy said: nigga. the fuck did you just say? you're lucky im giving you the hood pass. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nap14hockey 1,244 / 17,875 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Just now, TheSadBandit said: I'll be honest and won't say the "I'll miss you" bs just because I didn't know you well as an active member of GFL (not even within my Purge days). I disagree with some things you say, like the "no one wants your help" summarized quote that I'm doing. At least within my leadership of Media Team I would've loved to have seen you part-take in being an active member of it, since I am making the Media Team something more manageable and something more known within the community. I seek activity within my members, which is something I could never get from you, so I do disagree that you were there trying to fix parts of GFL, and that you weren't assigned tasks. At least while in Discord Media Team I and some others who have been working on multiple projects have mentioned you often, it's different if you don't want to show your presence within GFL and show yourself of being an active member trying to help than one that tries to help without speaking. (In the sense that I didn't see you as an active member of GFL as a whole). Anyways, that is my opinion, your presence will be missed within GFL. Hope you find yourself and appreciate things that this community has done for you as a person instead of looking at the negative aspects. I'll try to keep my responses to a minumum. Listen, the media team was something extra for me to do. You have no idea what i've tried to fix, and do before the media team. Sure i wasn't active because I was on my way out. So, i'll give you tthe fact that I wasn't active. However, I USED to be a very active on GFL, however as time went on, bad things happened, and I grew tired. I can't look at positives, when the negetives wash them out completly. So, in short, media team, fine, you're right on that. But that's all you're right on. Anyways, no disrespect to you, i'm just tired. Regards. (Made by @Rose, thx :D) [Former]- Breach Admin, OLD Purge SR. Admin, HnS admin, GMOD Murder admin, GMOD JB Admin, TTT Admin, Forum Moderator, Discord Moderator, Public Relations Team Member, Media Team Member I'm out Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Well bye bye. I wish you good luck in life. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
rapperdan 2,323 / 0 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Take care buddy I'll never forget the great times we had with each other I'll always miss my bestest of pals. <3 The best server in GFL better then MilkMans TTT server will ever be Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements 3
Astral Rogue 188 / 3,914 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 I don’t know you at all, I’m just going to be honest about that. But seeing all the replies people have left gives me the impression that you’re a great person to be around, and I can only wish you good luck in the future. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
VilhjalmrF 2,099 / 30,684 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Cya mate. I remember the first time I met you was on Breach. Good times. See you later! Average HL2RP Enjoyer. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
_Marshmello_ 107 / 3,414 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 And there goes another great person from GFL. Anyways, I'll make sure to bring Gary if we ever decide to talk. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pyros 1,796 / 30,750 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 As I said once I got Council, please PM/DM if you got any suggestion or anything you want to see being worked on. I won't bite. That's for all members. Now for your departure. I had almost zero interaction or know what you did to try to help GFL, so I won't comment on it. From what I heard, you know what you want and constantly try to get it, and that you loved Purge. If you are/were indeed passionate and tried your best to help us, you leaving is something sad and unfortunate. Hope you find a place that you consider better, best in your life. Cheers! @Ash-'s opinion on gmod: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Winter 1,707 / 25,777 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Hate to lose touch dude, especially with you moving so close to where I am now. Genuinely will miss you and hope we can still keep in touch. I'm sorry that GFL has changed so drastically for you. Aspiring OWL Player Official Fat Cunt of GFL Former GFL Council Member Former Deathrun Server Manager Former Murder Server Manager (2x) Former Forum/Discord/TS Moderator Former Member Acceptor Former Prop Hunt Admin Former Breach Admin Former Ragdoll Combat Admin Former Hide and Seek Admin ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Akris 806 / 18,197 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 1 minute ago, Winter said: GFL has changed so drastically for you. Hasn’t it changed drastically for all of us? [Former] PVK Manager Anarchy Admin Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Winter 1,707 / 25,777 Report Post Posted July 7, 2018 Just now, DAN HAS BIG FEET said: Hasn’t it changed drastically for all of us? I won't speak for the rest of the community. (let's end that discussion there so we can stay on topic pls, this is a goodbye thread after all.) Aspiring OWL Player Official Fat Cunt of GFL Former GFL Council Member Former Deathrun Server Manager Former Murder Server Manager (2x) Former Forum/Discord/TS Moderator Former Member Acceptor Former Prop Hunt Admin Former Breach Admin Former Ragdoll Combat Admin Former Hide and Seek Admin ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...