Rosalina ♥ 39 / 2,586 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 I knew this was coming for a while, but I guess it's finally time. I'm not good at goodbyes so I'll keep this short Special thanks to @Beaker - being there for me from the start, encouraging me to be my best @Arson With The Numbers - being an inspiration and goal for me and other admins @TimeForYouToGetAWatch - being cool and inspiring me to be admin in the first place and everyone else along the way. My memory's shit so I'm sorry if I didn't mention you by name, but for all you who helped me, thanks. I feel so disconnected from the community, the server, and the staff team. -I cant relate to the new influx of players. There's too many new faces and I don't have the energy to learn and engage with them. -I don't enjoy the server like I used to. The game as-is just isn't fun anymore. The changes we made just don't sit right with me. -I feel alienated from the staff and their close-knit friend-group, and feel like if I have issues with one, they all take issue. I feel as though my issues on ideas are ignored and dumbly shot down by certain people. We should be a team, but I don't feel like we are. We need equal representation rather than immature arguments that amount to nothing. We are responsible for out players, but some people just don't think that way. I could cite specific examples, but if this pertains to you, you know who you are. So instead of forcing what wasn't meant to be, I'm going to take the responsible route and step down. I can say so much more, but I just don't have the energy. I'm tired. I'm fed up. I'm not taking what I don't deserve. All the best, Jessica W. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Loke 40 / 2,176 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 Take care of yourself Jesse and good luck with school Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
LawMyl 188 / 4,454 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 I'm going to do the best thing and attach a random cat picture in this resignation because I don't know what to say. I hope you can take care of yourself and you did the right move resigning before being pulled into the shit hole even more called a TTT Admin TTT MC exactly Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
PapiJesu 71 / 0 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 Sad to see you go, you were great and it was fun getting to know you. Good luck on whatever you’ve got planned on the rest of your life Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
LilyShiro 54 / 1,421 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 Out of curiosity, do you realize the extra maps were removed and those changes were reverted? As far as I can tell, there is no changes that would bug you. The only maps on the server are 3 incarnations of minecraft_b5, which are barely different in terms of gameplay. Not trying to say Loke didn't do a good job, he did amazing. He managed to rewrite a map to have different themes and features, without changing the core identity of the map. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
annoying furry 6,300 / 63,935 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 Hope you still decide to pop by every once and a while. Take care ❤️ (signature made by @Kaylode) Previously known as Xy. Twitter ❤️Ko-Fi ❤️Github Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
HowIRageotic 81 / 1,823 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 I hope to still see you around! Late nights/early mornings on the server were made amazing because we always had you around, both as admin and player. Best of luck in school and all your future endeavors! ❤️ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bue. 664 / 0 Report Post Posted October 10, 2020 I’ve never personally met you but are you still hope to see you around the community every once in a while. I’m sorry that I has come to this and you didn’t feel connected with us anymore. We appreciate all the effort you have put into our community for the time that you spent here. if you ever need someone to talk to, I’ll be here for you whenever you may need me. Have a great rest of your day. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
VilhjalmrF 2,099 / 30,674 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 fantastic, still didn't play Portal 2 coop sad Average HL2RP Enjoyer. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Liloz01 1,256 / 19,750 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 Best of luck in whatever you do next! Hope it turns out better for you than... well... that. Contact me here or on Discord @Liloz01#9857 For help with anything Forum related: https://gflclan.com/contact/ or https://gflclan.com/forum/18-support/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
im not inactive you are 888 / 16,340 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 be like bandit, leave ttt mc and join darkrp Former Gmod Prop Hunt Admin Former Media Team Team Leader Former Media Team GFX Member Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adversary 96 / 2,197 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 @Jesse Is Jiving ❤️ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
Pyros 1,796 / 30,750 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 2 hours ago, LawMyl said: I'm going to do the best thing and attach a random cat picture in this resignation because I don't know what to say. @Yogpod I blame this entirely on you btw Sad to see you go, good luck with life and school @Ash-'s opinion on gmod: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rosalina ♥ 39 / 2,586 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 Edited October 11, 2020 by Jesse Is Jiving 3 hours ago, LilyShiro said: Out of curiosity, do you realize the extra maps were removed and those changes were reverted? As far as I can tell, there is no changes that would bug you. The only maps on the server are 3 incarnations of minecraft_b5, which are barely different in terms of gameplay. Not trying to say Loke didn't do a good job, he did amazing. He managed to rewrite a map to have different themes and features, without changing the core identity of the map. I had no issues with the original rotation, in fact I really loved it. My issues arise with the 3 rotating maps. They are well made, yes, but they definitely feel unoptimized and cause me issues with performance. Edited October 11, 2020 by Jesse Is Jiving Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joshy 4,363 / 44,847 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 Sorry to hear about that. I think you will do well in your next endeavours. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
LawMyl 188 / 4,454 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 45 minutes ago, Pyros said: @Yogpod I blame this entirely on you btw Don't blame the man for converting me into the right thing Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options... Achievements
TimeForYouToGetAWatch 229 / 6,313 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 As I seen a great amount of admins come and go, what really shows which admin is truly fit for the job is the humane side they present. Jesse has never failed to express the humanity of what a TTT Admin should have, and on top of the amount on contribution to TTT, I can say that Jesse is one of the greatest admins I’ve seen. It’s sad to see you go, I wish you the best on whatever comes next to you. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bue. 664 / 0 Report Post Posted October 11, 2020 I love that Share this post Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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