<Fake Meme Resignation Title Here>

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On 2/22/2019 at 4:44 PM, Winter said:

psyche

 

I didn't expect this day to come. I've been here with GFL for 3 years now and I've seen a lot of stuff here. Quite honestly, GFL has become my second family.

 

That just makes it that much worse to realize what a drag I've become on the community. Everywhere I've tried to take a position has not lasted or had success. Don't get me wrong, I love what I do/did for the community. Every spot I had. But that doesn't mean I was a good worker. I've always had work ethic issues and I get distracted very easily. Between GMOD management, to Council, even to Discord and forum moderation. The effort has been inconsistent and the results have been low. Not an excuse, but school and other life reasons have also factored in. I've just been pretty busy on a close to daily basis and it's taking time away from the amount I could spend on GFL.

 

I know I said I was only resigning from management, but I've been reflecting on that and I think it's only best if I leave my position as Forum Mod as well. I need time away from the community if I'm going to come back. Which I guess I have seen a good number of people leave and come back, so I don't know if I will. Maybe. As of right now, the plan is to not come back, or take up any position again. But there's no guaranteeing it'll stay that way, so weh. Take it for what it's worth.

 

Honestly, the biggest reason I'm deciding to do this has just been motivation. It's going away. I poured a lot into the community and I don't feel like I got much out of it. I made a lot of great friends and had a great time, but overall I haven't reached the goals I set for my positions. It's been failure after failure and it's frustrating and wearing me down. Now that I have even less time to spend here, I just can't continue now. My second wind has fallen short and I just can't keep going. I'm sorry to everyone I let down. I'm as frustrated as I'm sure you were.

 

I have new goals. I've been crazy into Overwatch lately and if the stars align I want to one day join the Overwatch League. This is the most drive I've had for anything in a long time. Freeing myself from my positions in GFL also will give me more time to focus on practicing and getting better for that. It'll take a lot, but I've been thinking about it for quite some time now. Any of you who follow OWL, maybe one day you'll see my name on those roster lists. Who knows. I can only hope.

 

I'm going to try to stick around in at least Discord. A lot of you have become my great friends and I don't want to leave any of you. You've all been too nice to me and I'd miss you guys if I left entirely. This was part of why it was so difficult to make the decision to leave in the first place.

 

Love you all. Thanks for all the great times.

 

Yes, I'm making a ping list. I'll save y'all the space though.

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I need to shoutout some groups. After that will be all the messages and shit.

Old Murder: @Exotique @InfectedKatana @TicciToby @Sephnessed @Blade @Xx_Darkie_xX @LeafsSon @BNK_BlackPanther @xzPuncakeGuyzx @CrazzyAz @Ordua @James @TacoEmperor @SugarKitty @Squiishy @Soviet_nazi @DeadAtNooN @Baby @PencilTopia @RiptogateGaming @bosser3001 @XavierDD @FiveGodzillasatHenry @TurtleMang @Gatomadog @thecrazbuttstabber @Snart @cyberkoalaXD @Nap14hockey (you count. lol) @JK_Ghosty (so do you) @Lemon @CheesyFishBitz @Carr @Baron @Jitnaught @YourBestNightmare @AFrickenTaco @DraugrNaught @CreeperKAP @GammaTheNinetales

Old Deathrun: @Maskiee @Rcool64 @ButterKing5000 @Bomber314 @KermitGamez @Userpanic @Glenn_ (RIP) @Mundo @Berry @KnuckleMcSpaz @Mango605YT @InvertedAdvent @Joel @Anitrax @Harley @Kronenberg @Kai1X @Varalyn @GamingX13 @Ataze_ (Nice timing lol. Welcome back.)

My brief stint on HnS. Haven't forgotten about you guys: @RedCharger888 @Impaled @sciguy429 @AciFire @AtomicHeadphones @Chormee @John Jeez Man @bnewton @Zexired @PsquawOsaurus

Don't be hurt if your name isn't in the ones below. If I was tagging each and every one of my friends this list would be much much longer than it already is. Consider yourself on the list without a message if you're not tagged.

@Ralsei - One of my best buddies. I feel like I've let you down in particular, and I'm sorry. Keep up the great work.
@Ben - I knew you'd make it to Director eventually. Good job dude.I will break that pressf command if I damn please thank you very much
@Roy - You've sacrificed more for this community than probably any one of us. I really appreciate that you've created this family that I was lucky enough to be a part of.
@Zebra - Thanks for all the chances. I blew it repeatedly and you still let me try. You have my respect, for what it's worth at least.
@Liloz01 - Keep up the great work. Sorry for any trouble I caused.
@Nick - Still think you aren't this Satan that some people made you out to be. Respect for pulling through that.
@Dead_Soul, @Tayosaurous and @tobyty1024 - I'm sorry to pull a fast one on you guys like this. I hope you like Murder enough to stay. You guys are great. Much love.
@Shuruia - Assuming you still play, I'd love to talk Overwatch with you sometime. It was enjoyable last time and I have more to talk about now that I have a little more experience (not much) lol.
@Korowa - Same thing about Overwatch. Also, we didn't talk a whole lot but it felt like you were always there for me. Thanks a million.

@Amelie - Aside from Overwatch, see above.
@Aura - Been a hell of a ride yeah? Thanks for being a great friend in the end.
@Violator - Why'd I mention you again?
@EJ. - Fucking potato. Hope you'll always remember me screaming in rage on Deathrun.
@Major_Push - I wasn't cut out to be an interview host anyways Good idea though.

@Qasem - Guess I wasn't cut out for podcast hosting either 
@TheJitFace - Good job on getting manager (even though i'm hella late). Keep in touch
@Lynx - At least you stopped changing your name every week when you left Another good buddy. Keep in touch too. Also jesus fucking christ your balls dropped since you've been gone your voice is actually not hella squeaky now
@Wilford_brimleyy - You're banned lol. Just shouting out the person who accepted my member application when I first joined. (Old forums lel.)
@Kite9867 - nerd. good job though lol
@Kubnair - Breach before it was cool. Nice.
@Severely_Artistic - Ragdoll Combat was well sick. Wish it had survived lol.
@Bitch Lasagna - square up cunt
@JerryBomb - I'll be sure to send you any good piano arrangements I find. Hope you'll do the same for me
@GalaxyGirl - I don't really have anything to say that you don't already know. Hope you're well.
@Deadman and @Metamorpho - Love the two of u. Text me sometime. Miss y'all.
@Triple_A - Bet you didn't see this coming. I see you everyday so I'm not worried lol.
@NEVERFORGETTIMOMSSPEGHTTI - what a god amirite
@Cobalt - lowkey shouting out my alt account here but hey who cares right
@xSaltyGamerx - stop disappearing nerd
@Dralga - Started out unsure of you and even disliked you. Was quickly proven wrong. Mad respect. Good luck with your servers.
@Skits - Not so much hope alls well though
@LLJ - murder > jailbreak fucking fight me on that
@CrusherFTW - You continuously prove my points. Just be mindful. Otherwise good kid
@mario_the_man - good luck with murder i guess lol
@Astral Rogue - Couldn't think of a particular thing to say here but hi you're important too

And most importantly...

@Zer0 - You shouldn't have kept quiet, dude. If I was slowing you down I wish you'd have said something sooner. I want to see Murder succeed as much as you do but I'll be damned if I was gonna be the one to do it. You've got the knowledge and the determination that I really never came close to having. I was delusional and working under the falsehood that I had a role in the success of the new Murder. But between you and @Pancake Jenkins, I know you can make the servers the best they can be. I was wrong to underestimate either one of you. Good luck. Live long and prosper. Whatever other fucking notable quotes mean roughly that thing. Anyway. Kick some ass.


 

 

 

Much love. I'm sorry.

But most of all,

 

Cheers everybody. ❄️

 

 

Where your twitch stream at if you're going for OWL?

 

Anyway, good luck and make sure you have fun on your journey to there.

[AtoMix27 32 / 2,757]

ouch

take care of yoself, don't make things too rough lol

[Soviet 8 / 841]

Ok now this is epic 🅱️ 

[Anitrax 4 / 1,172]

Good luck with you man, hope you come back! In the amount of time i talked to you, you were awesome! Hope you come back!

If you play on xbox -travis222555 i have ow too 😄

but anyway, good luck with everything and hope you xome back

 

Edit: Sorry for late reply, just saw the email notif, thanks gmail.

Edited March 3, 2019 by Anitrax
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